PUNK!

ARGH!
I wrote a blog about my evening on Thursday night gettin my hand wet into makeup and stuff! Then it went coz it likes to "autosave"!
ANYWHO


Got to do a bit of facepaintin for www.ferofero.com @ PUNK nightclub Soho which pretty cool. Very eventful i must say.
I've done a photoshoot in there before like 2 years ago with a tog called 'the mofo'

The model didnt like my makeup but I thought that was the best thing at the whole shoot! lmao

It was cool doin something different. So many people where comin up to me to get a design - guys and girls

This is the lighting i had to work with in the VIP section
but even darker... a challenge but nothin i could not handle ;)



Some of the lovely faces I got to be creative with.

PEACE x

Who ya know

So i've been thinking... In any industry its all about who you know.

Whether its modelling, makeup or music.
For example.

Amber Rose.

She was a nobody, more or less she was just a stripper before she got involved with Kanye West

Now shes signed to Ford models.

I mean, good for her. You know. Its all love but honestly. It really is about networking and knowing someone who knows someone who knows someone.

I've decided that i'm gonna try my best to do all I can do especially in the States. Its all about about making those connections and having a great support system behind you.

I'm getting my mind and body right. Eating properly. No junk, loads of water and exercising every day.

Gotta be serious now huh?

BLAH

Lately, ive been practising guitar alot more than usual, which is a good thing. I think it helps me to centre my thoughts sometimes. Kinda like therapy.

Thats music for ya.

So I haven't done make up in what it seems like YEARS but i know its more like months.
Ive been contemplating to myself if i could make it as a plus sized model. Even though people say i'm not plus sized.
Well i'm sure as hell not a size zer0

Hmmm...

I'm sure I could find a market for myself in


This was taken about 3 years ago...
I think I look different. In fact I think these pictures were a fluke... See the modelling industry needs someone who doesnt think that their pictures are a fluke... I guess i have to work on my attitute.

Oh well... xxx

So

"So you make a little money
Off of somebody else's sweat
So some people starve a little
While you get fat
While you get fat
So you grind and grind
And you push and shove
And claim that those most worthy
Will get what they deserve
What they deserve
It can't be true
It can't be true
Because I've seen too many hungry faces
I've seen too many with the likes of you
It can't be true
For you everything has it's price
You give nothing away for free
If silence were truly golden
I guess no one could sleep
No one could sleep
You have money at your fingertips
People at your beck and call
And you're fool enough
To think for a price
You can have the whole wide world
For all our sake's
And all our lives
We must hope the words
That come from your lips
We must hope those words are lies
For all our sake's
And all our lives
We must hope the dreams
Soulless visions that you have
Are never realized
So
You've got a big house
And you drive a fancy car
So what if your pockets are full
If you have an empty heart
You snap your fingers
And all the waters part
So what if the people bow down
If they show you no regard
Your left hand
Always watches your right
So what if you trust in God
If you can't sleep at night
You think you've made it
You think you've got what everyone wants
So what if you're a big fat man
With an empty little heart
Who has made a little money
Off of somebody else's sweat
Who watched the people starve
While you got fat
While you got fat
You got fat
You got fat"

I am not my hair

OK.

Pooh Damnit said it FIRST "Women should be able to cut their hair off as a statement not for fashion because women should be able to shave their hair off like men and still feel and look beautiful, women should feel sexy about it" - I love you Pooh

This is for you SB

FUCK a haircut. Its not about fashion. Its a statement.
Rihanna and Cassie are lame.
Erykah Badu did it way back when

I did it again this week because its easy to maintain.... i did it a couple years ago and MAINLY because I want to and I can.


Its already been said so thats all I have to say about that *in a Forrest, Forrest Gump voice*

At the moment I cannot be bothered with this whole fashion industry... I'm gonna just do me full stop.
MY TOOTH FUCKING HURTS. Just had a wisdom tooth pulled out this afternoon. Tears were rolling down my eyes because it felt like the root of my tooth was attached to the temple of my BRAIN... I wanted to bitch slap the dentist at that moment. But anyways....

MUSIC! Oh how I miss thee..
I miss performing and creating it so much. I was reading about Kings of Leon and saw that Jared Followill



locked himself in a room and taught himself how to play bass guitar. Talk about a virtuoso.
Thats the shit I need to do.

At the mo my influences can vary from Nirvana, Led Zepplin, Dixie Chicks, Janis Joplin, Alanis Morrisette, Tracy Chapman, Kings of Leon and of course Kelis.

Plus I'm tryna think of a band name... *hmmmm....*

PEACE

Getcha hair did do i did...

I feel the breeze in my head piece...lol

Yup got my hair did. LOVE IT!

The whole time i had a nervous look on my face and that is ONLY because of the trust i have in hairdressers... its all about barbers who can use sissors and can CUT!

It looks sick...

This is the new beginning to my mind, body and soul...plus image.

"Change your image... Change your life..." - Peter Ishkhans

Love Peter Perfect! Very cool dude from the UK doin it big in the States.

That would be me one day... I can smell it and it smells GREAT!

What i'm basically saying that today is a brand new day, you never know when this life will end. Live llife to the fullest people... i dunno what that specifically means, but in my interpretation.

http://www.dumblittleman.com/2007/06/39-ways-to-live-and-not-merely-exist.html

Check that link out

PEACE

Short Hair - I'm There

Now, i'm not one to jump on the bandwagon with things. I think that in life, you should always be true to yourself.

I'm always constantly changing my image through hairstyles, fashion and makeup and in 2007

I shaved my hair into a mowhawk and dyed the tips bright red in Virginia Beach.

It was SO easy to maintain and loved the feeling of freshly cut hair.

Having really short hair should be a a statement. Especially in this time and era and not just for fashion.

You don't need a £300/$600 weave. But if you do then rock it.

But this year i'm feeling to do this again.

*thoughts*

De-Clutter

I have not done makeup for ages...

I think thats what me and my mum have noticed the most. I try to induce myself into art so something else doesn't get my attention and then I overthink everything.... whatever.

So i've been picking up the acoustic guitar and strumming away tabs and chords. Tryna jam and freestyle etc etc

*urgh I hate the graveyard shift* ....
see! Thats my attention span... LOL
Anywho. To cut the story short and keep it sweet. De-cluttering would elp in anything really.

Im a creative so being able to vent artisticly (yeah its my word) would be something i'd enjoy. I'm gonna focus on that... (and making money)

Each day's a gift and not a given right

Don’t take the free ride in your own life